The malahonky land ðŸ˜ŽðŸ˜‡

I wiwiwi wish
I lilili live
In malalala honkey land
My lalala life
Will be unplanned
And all the tatata time
I wiwiwi will play
Joy and hahaha hapiness
Will be our bliss
And thethethe there
is no judgment
But oooo only entertainment
I wiwiwi will
Gigigi give a lot of flalalaowers
To my soul twin
And we bobobo both will dadada dance
We wiwi will
Not kekeke care about
The whohoho whole
World around
Cause wewewe we live
In malalala honkey land

Sohair

Inspired by Loiza Clark in me before you movie
Allah says
Chapter 34 Saba سورة سبأ – Saba: Verse 39
قُلْ إِنَّ رَبِّي يَبْسُطُ الرِّزْقَ لِمَنْ يَشَاءُ مِنْ عِبَادِهِ وَيَقْدِرُ لَهُ ۚ وَمَا أَنْفَقْتُمْ مِنْ شَيْءٍ فَهُوَ يُخْلِفُهُ ۖ وَهُوَ خَيْرُ الرَّازِقِينَ
Say: “Verily my Lord enlarges and restricts the Sustenance to such of his servants as He pleases: and nothing do ye spend in the least (in His cause) but He replaces it: for He is the Best of those who grant Sustenance

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32 thoughts on “The malahonky land ðŸ˜ŽðŸ˜‡

  1. Hi Salma dear sis and friend.. Thanks a lot.. Have a great day in Morocco.. 😍🌹😊🙏♥️🌷🍫

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  2. 😊😊😊😆
    Hi Kamal dear friend.. Thanks a lot dear..
    The malahonky land is the land of purity and justice.. In this land there is no place for the ego.. There is no place for backbiting Or gossip..
    I wish I can live there to play all the day long with no respinsibilities.. No fear and no hatered.. Only love.. Unconditional love..
    Have a beautiful day Kamal dear friend..
    Keep giving.. 🌹🙏😊

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  3. Thank you So much dear friend Kamal..
    God BLESS You..
    😍😍😍😍😊😊😊😊🙏🙏🙏🙏

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  4. Hehe Dear FRiEnD SMiLes

    Sohair Your Poem Reminded
    me of the BLeSSinG of My

    B L i S S iN G ReaL

    (Boogie Wonderland)

    Life Now Yet of Course

    Deeper Meaning

    Reading the Wiki

    Movie ‘Cliff Notes’

    of “You Before me”…
    About A Man Paralyzed
    Wishing to End His Life

    And Allow His Loved Ones
    To Flourish in Their Abundant
    Perceived Freer Potentials of Life…

    The Worst Place i Can And Will Still iMaGiNE

    iN This Life With Tears Still Streaming Down my

    Face is the Day The Only Part of Existence i Could
    Connect At all Without Great Pain A Cat Went Missing
    And i Worried So Much my Only Connection With Existence

    Would Not Come Back Meanwhile Planning Insistently

    Every Day For 2 Years A Suicide Escape From the

    Suicide Disease the Worst Pain Known to

    Humankind Literally Assessed

    As Worse Than Crucifixion
    (Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia No Drug
    Would Touch for me)

    Then From Wake to

    Sleep Yes God Yes

    Where The Only
    Possible Escape
    Is Sleep Yet Only
    Nightmares Without
    Even Any Dreams for Respite
    of Never Ending Pain And Numb…

    Understanding Logically How Blessed i Was
    to Be Loved Still Yet Only Feeling Pain Next
    to Any Human In Life From Head to Toe even more

    And There Was No Explanation Why… Anyway the Cat

    Came Back and i Stayed And Although i Left A Metal Chain
    in A Bicycle Basket to End my Life Through All 66 Months of
    the Pain And Numb Without even A Memory if i ever Felt a Smile

    in my Entire Life That Day i Picked out a Road my Wife Never Named
    Before and A Tree Into the Forest off That Road Where My Life Would
    Serve A Final Meaning And Purpose to Feed Vultures Where No Human

    Would Find my Remains And as i have related the Story to You Before…
    Her Dream She Related Naming that Road the Next Morning in the Spring
    of that Year 2010 Saying She Had the Strangest Dream With Her Granny
    Who Was Deceased Hanging Christmas Ornaments on A Tree in the Forest

    Off that Road…

    Yes it was
    Another

    Message to Stay
    And True i Do Believe

    i MaDE A Difference in
    The Decision to LiVE mY FRiEnD

    Where THere Are No Emotions, No Feelings
    of Hope, Faith, Or Feelings of LoVE iN Life
    No Matter How Much We are Loved to Stay

    There Are Messages Beyond That Come That
    Defy All Rules of Before Beyond All Belief my FRiEnD God’s Breath

    YeS RiSinG iN Falling Humans Who Make it to The Other Side Again…

    i Try to Be That Breath to Others Who Cannot See Through That Window of Hope

    As i Still Couldn’t Then Yet i Understood Others Were Better Connected Than me

    And Yes

    Finally

    The Real

    Meaning of

    ‘You Before me’

    WHere We Don’t
    Give Up And Stay For Others too…
    Sadly A Man in the Movie took No Way Out…

    Love Is More Than What We Take in Life Love
    Without Form…

    This Essence

    This

    Breath

    This Will Still Breathing…
    This Dream i Didn’t Have
    That Still Comes True for me now..:)

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  5. Can I ask you about the name of your disease.. I want to make a search about it..
    Thanks a lot dear friend Fred.. I know that your experience with that illness was painful.. But it is a great lesson for people to go on and be patient..
    Believe me Or not.. Everytime I feel a physical pain I remember you Fred.. And this makes me more patient to endure the pain..
    I DON’T like the end of me before you because art is supposed to give hope to people.. Also as a muslim I believe that suicide is somthing forbidden by God.. When we feel that We do not want to live.. We should ask God and tell him to take our life as long as life is not good for us..
    Now you have a new life Fred..
    You lived because you have a role here on earth.. You teach people hope.. Forgiveness and joy and of course many other good things that I know and I still don’t know..
    Physical pain is the most difficult lesson that a human can pass through..
    God BLESS You dear friend..
    Keep smiling.. Keep writing.. 🌷🌹🙏😍

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  6. SMiLes Dear Sohair i’ll Give You A RunDown Yes Literally
    Run Down On All the Disabilities in DiSEaSE That took
    my SoUL Away For 66 Months Shut-in In HeLL ON Earth

    For 66 Months

    One Hard Part Was

    They Were All Invisible
    Disabilities and DiSEases
    That No One Could See Externally

    To Provide Much Sympathy for Hell

    Looking at my Form Still Assessed
    As Healthy Enough by Just Looking

    At me in Any Room Folks Still Complimenting
    me How Fit i Looked on the Outside Not Able to

    See Within
    me Dear
    FRiEnD…

    Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia is a Form of
    ‘Trigeminal Neuralgia’ That
    You Can Search on that Always
    is Present in this Worst Pain Known
    to Humankind named the Suicide Disease
    that in my Case no Drug Would Touch And was

    Similar to Dentist
    Drill-Like Pain then
    in my Right Eye And
    Ear All 66 Months Yes
    From Wake to Sleep at
    at the Beginning of that Challenge
    At the Height of the Pain i had Insomnia
    Life Threatening Insomnia too Where i could
    only Sleep one Hour of Card Board Shallow Sleep
    With the Help of An Alpha Blocker to Slow my Heart
    Rate Down Enough to Fall off to Sleep the First 35 Days of
    40 Days Where the Last 5 i could Not Sleep no Matter What

    It was so bad

    i sought a Bridge
    to Jump off of Yet
    Too Weak to Get Out
    of the Car Miraculously
    my Sister Found me At the
    Bottom of that Bridge in the
    Spring of 2008 in Her Car Picked
    me up Yet i still wanted to Escape
    and do anything even walk in Front of
    A Car Driving by to Get Out of the Hell of the Pain….

    She took me Speeding on a Road and said she would
    Kill Us both as she didn’t Wanna Live without A Brother
    i Said Soundly No And Eventually Agreed to Go to the Hospital

    And They Put me Down to Sleep With 4 Milligrams of Ativan then…

    my Heart Couldn’t Properly Synch with my Blood Pressure With Dysautonomia
    As my Autonomic Nervous System Was No Longer Doing that Job Effectively

    All of this Related to 11 Years of Chronic to the Last 2 Years of Acute
    Fight or Flight Intense Stress All Work Related Then my FRiEnD From
    1996 through 2007 Just Total General Adaptation Syndrome Failure then…

    i Suffered With Sjogren’s Syndrome Auto-Immune Disease First Attacking
    The Nerves of my Feet Where Touching Anything As Early As 2006 Was
    Extreme Pain; Even Touching the Floor While Sitting Down Just All Foot
    Pain Then and The Doctor’s Couldn’t Figure out Why at that Point Until
    my Eyes Quit Making Tears in 2008 And i Got Diagnosed With that

    Eventually too…

    Took Two Years to
    Get Diagnosed with
    The Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia and Before that
    Diagnosed with Fibromyalgia
    Pain All Over From Head to To Toe Too…

    Spinal Stenosis And Severe Degenerative Arthritis
    in my Spine; Associated Coat Hanger Pain Around the
    Shoulders And Neck with the Dysautonomia too; And

    Oh Lord Finally Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum;
    With Alexithymia Where i couldn’t Express Emotions
    With Words And On Top of that i Lost my Emotions
    too, Even A Memory of if i Had Ever Smiled Before

    Just no Reference
    Point Out

    Of Pain
    And Numb Then…

    Yes, Anhedonia, Feeling
    No Pleasure; Yes, Severest
    Anxiety And Depression

    Yet Eventually When
    All Hope Left There
    Was Not Even

    Room For

    Fear to Live Within

    It’s Worth Noting That i Left
    Fear Behind When the more Positive
    Emotions Were Reborn in me on July 19, 2013
    in Miraculous Recovery on A Beach One With
    Sea Oats Swaying in Breeze, Sugar White Sands,
    Emerald Green Waves,

    Sea Gull

    Wings

    Spiraling
    me Around
    Sunshine True

    There Was Other Minor
    Stuff Like Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
    And When i Came Out of Hell Dancing
    On Clouds in Balance Diagnosed With
    Bi-Polar Not Specified as They had Never

    Seen Someone As
    Happy As me

    For Just

    Breathing my
    FRiEnD Just Breathing
    Without Pain And Numb

    True i Still Have A Heavenly
    Disorder in the Eyes of Some

    Others Yet Life is Good

    And i am Surely

    No Longer

    Struggling

    Now Yet i Still
    Welcome All Challenges

    As Hell Brought me the
    Gift of Heaven Most Inhaling
    Peace Exhaling Love Eternally Now Free
    Giving, Sharing, Caring, With No Restraints Now…

    Yeah, i had some other Issues like A Deviated Septum
    So Bad that the ENT asked me After performing a
    Cat Scan How in the World i BReATHE The Answer

    Is Love

    Now my

    FRiEnD

    Naked
    Whole

    And Complete

    If That’S A Disorder

    i Surely Want NO CURE…

    i Just Talked to A Bishop Who
    Couldn’t Seem to Understand that
    Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love is a
    Greatest Prayer Eternally Now i don’t

    Mind if he Visits

    And He’s Welcome

    to Make HiS Own Stay

    iN Heaven Within NoW For Real
    too Yet It’s True i can’t Make Anyone

    Go to Heaven

    Or Hell

    For that

    Matter of SPiRiT
    HeART SoUL Numb Either

    It’s an Inside Job Only the
    Carpenter Who Is Us Will Build my FRiEnD…
    With A Little to A Whole Lot of Help From
    The SPiRiT Within God More Than Words

    My FRiEnD

    That Much

    i Don’t Even Need
    to Know in Words

    Just The Feeling

    Just the Sense

    Just the

    Love
    God Within
    Inhaling Peace
    Exhaling Love Even More Now For Real..:)

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  7. Oh my Good Lord.. 😑😑😑😑
    I felt a great pain reading your story with suffering..
    God BLESS your sister..
    God always writes what is good for us even if it Seems bad.. But after some time we realize the benefit of all the tragedy that We passed through..
    I hate physical pain and what I hate most is to be in need for the help of other people..
    I always ask God to Not make me in need of people even if they are my Son Or daughters.. I want to leave this life with an enough Health to serve myself..
    I wish that you will always enjoy living in heaven Fred.. And I wish that for myself too and for all people..
    Stay blesssed dear friend Fred..
    Thanks a lot dear for the information above.. I will make a search later on for more information and for the reasons that May lead to such illness..
    Keep smiling Fred..
    🌷🙏😍🌹

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  8. SMiles Dear Sohair

    Your Independent
    Philosophy For Never

    Falling to The Care of
    Others Yet Concern

    For Others

    Sounds Almost
    Identical To What
    my Mother Would

    Write And How
    She Lived Her

    Life till

    The Last
    Drop Of

    Will Persevering
    Through Cancer
    Of The Breast Through
    Bones Through Brain

    Bleeding Refusing

    To See A Doctor

    Through 2 Years
    Of Pain Using

    Only A Bayer
    Aspirin And

    Calling it
    Arthritis

    Carrying

    A Smile till
    Her Death Bed
    Of Last 8 Days

    No Food Or Drink
    Refusing Any Life
    Extending Measures

    Doctor Saying

    Most Folks

    Last 3 Days

    Yet Her
    HeART of
    Love So Strong
    Staying 8 Days Whole

    i Still BREaTHE Her

    Love Every

    Mother’s

    Greatest

    Gift to

    The World
    Deserving
    More Veneration

    Than Any Man

    With

    Suits

    Or Golden
    Robes Real
    Or Fictional

    My FRiEnD

    Love The

    Greatest

    Breath

    That Spreads
    God For Real Now🙏🎼❤️

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  9. May your mother rest in peace Fred..
    Amen..
    Thanks a lot dear friend..
    I always enjoy talking with you..
    🌹😊🌷

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  10. SMiLes Dear Sohair How Wonderful
    It is to Have A Voice And How Worthy
    A Voice Will Be Connecting With Others For Change

    Today In Florida Parents Banded Together to Protect
    Their Children From the Delta Deadly Variant of the Pandemic

    Bringing A Law Suit Against the Governor For Taking Away the
    Ability Of The School Systems to Mandate Protective Masking For

    The Children

    As Sadly

    Cases Are
    Moving Toward
    A Thousand And
    Exposed Cases of
    Children Along With
    Staff of Schools Just
    in my County in Florida

    Whereas in Half the Population
    of Children in the State Served by
    Education Are Protected By Local School
    Systems Where Educators Were Willing to
    Lose Their Pay As Threatened By the Governor

    to Protect the

    Lives of

    Children

    It’s Really Sad As It
    Was All Done For Political
    Aspirations of the Governor
    With Total Callous Regard to

    Human Life Yet Justice Is Served
    As People Used Their Voice Together to Do it…

    And True The Entire World Connecting Like This
    Will Create Greater Change For Justice As Well mY FRiEnD..:)

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  11. I am sorry for the children But it is great that people are trying to take a positive step to prevent the panademic..
    We live in a materialistic world.. Capitalism is overwhelming.. So we have to use our voice as much as we can and do not be passive twards even tiny problems.. Because God will ask us about our reactions twards Everything around us..
    Thanks a lot dear friend Fred..
    May all the new diseases come to an end.. May Allah protect us all..
    Kind regards dear..
    Stay blesssed..
    Smiles 🙏😊😊😊😊😊😊😊🌹

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