Not yet..

This is not the end..

There are a lot of interesting books I have never read..

There are a lot of nice people I am going to meet and laugh with them..

There are a lot of interesting movies I will watch while eating pop corn ..

There are a lot of people who I haven’t helped yet and wait for my hand to shake it..

There is still an abundance of fresh air I haven’t breathed yet..

There’s a lot of delicious dishes I haven’t tried yet..

There is a nice character that I haven’t met yet..we will have a great time together..but we haven’t had that chance yet…

There are a lot of opportunities are on my way but I haven’t got them yet…

That’s what I think of God..Allah..I am sure that he will give me more than I want and I am sure he is always on my side..

And you my friends..What do you think of God???

Allah says..
Then what is your thought about the Lord of the worlds?

فما ظنكم برب العالمين

Al Safaat Chapter

Verse 87


15 thoughts on “Not yet..

  1. SMiLes Sohair.. i met someone today at a Store
    in the Mall Just a Customer Service Representative
    there who related they had Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia all Waking Hours as i did for 66 Months
    the Suicide Disease as Commonly Named and
    when i had it that way i never found
    anyone online or offline who
    had the Same Form
    and Surely no
    one who
    had ever
    recovered to give
    me Hope what it might
    be to be on the other side
    of that Horrible Life Taking
    Illness Killing All Emotions
    of SPiRiT HeART And
    SoUL too as i told
    him Pain
    Taught me
    that All Colors of
    life Dark through LIght
    Are Sacred and Holy Full
    of Meaning and Purpose if
    we strive to see the most Mundane
    so-called Breaths of Life as Miracles
    each and every one as even Science Suggests
    that the Chances of Us Being Born Human in this
    existence is 1 in 400 Trillion Odds surely a Lottery
    Greater Than Any Material or Money Prize this Gift
    of Breath Each and Every one and even Blink though
    Hell of Pain and Numb too.. the Greatest Gift is change
    and this will Pass too for those who visit Hell on Earth
    Within they surely develop a Better FeeL And Sense for
    Heaven When that Experience of Life in Peace And
    Harmony comes too.. true God is the Miracle
    of life the Gift We aRe Given for Great
    Thanks and Praise for even
    Existing at All.. the
    More We Love
    We See God (Love)
    and yes of course the
    ‘vice verse’ of that too..
    The Other Day A Group of
    what they call ‘Red Necks’ where
    i live ‘really so called big men’ who
    were very small wanted to Destroy me
    just for my Happy Dance but You See they
    Didn’t realize i already had it all there was no
    way to go down for me as i’d already been where they
    were.. i asked them where they were from they didn’t know
    i told them if they didn’t quit picking a Fight with me in Public
    in the Dance Hall they would go to Jail.. just as a guarantee as
    they lived in the Jail of Hate the Place of Hell within where the
    Gnashing of Teeth goes on as Just another Day of the Damned
    Already.. anyway the Security Folks Put them out of the Dance
    Hall so they could find another place to Spread their version of Fire..
    Smiles the first time i’ve really met evil brave enough to face me.. hopefully
    the last time too.. but of course there were Three of Them and Just one of me..
    there are many
    flavors of Heaven
    as there are Hell as
    Well sadly some folks
    are Gardened to go to Hell
    and others are sadly born that
    way too.. where small Animals Suffer
    at their hands for the only Pleasure they feel
    Anyway.. your post sounds very encouraging
    A Great Attitude indeed Hope you are Feeling
    Much Better Dear FRiEnD Sohair… Today in Church
    Obviously the Priest was upset that His ‘Hero Trump’
    was getting impeached listing all of what he named
    he Was Angry about that he Hoped Trump and His
    Cohorts Would Fix.. and very little of it had to do
    with love although he called it that.. there is
    Love and there is Truth Truth will Trump Love
    When Love Becomes Lies for Selfish Might…
    There are other
    People in
    the World
    that don’t spell Love…
    And There are Bullies like
    those Men in the Bar who congregate
    Together and Pitch Fork the Least among
    Us With Their Words Perhaps only 5 Percent
    of the Population… but never the Less even
    Seen Significant in Terms of Science Studies
    one will think one will sense one will feel
    Love Will Be Complete if Love Becomes Love More Often..:)

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    1. Hi Fred..thank Allah that those(red necks) are caught and away from you my friend..I wonder why people like those attack peaceful people..why?..they are mentally washed by the enemies of humanity…May God protect you and your wife my dear both have a great massage to spread peace and love everywhere …
      Thanks a lot Fred for the great talk..have a great evening with smiles of hope..keep dancing..keep giving ♥️⚘😊🌼🌼🌼🌼

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      1. SMiLes Sohair Hope You Are Doing Well.. Celebrating a 75th Month
        Anniversary of the Message i am Writing in Free Verse Poetry
        Now at 7.5 MiLLioN Words as the Dance Miles now increase
        to 12,260 Miles as the End of this Month is the 75th Anniversary
        of that Message too as of course A Meditative Dance
        Sends Message of Peace and Harmony
        With Zero Fear.. Smiles some folks
        Enjoy Tearing other Folks
        Down to Lift Them Selves
        Up.. it is what Lobsters
        Do in Competitive Fights
        too.. an old Part of our Reptile
        Brain too for fight and flight and
        Successful Reproduction too.. What is
        Often Termed as the Shadow of us in Memes
        And Archetypes of Carl Jung.. it is said if one
        does not bring this Shadow out into the open
        and Play with it that Shadow May Master Us as Moving Meditation
        will Naturally do Yes Yoga and Martial Arts As Tai-Chi too as i do some
        what of a Free Form of that Dance That is Movement and Repose as
        the Planets Revolve around the Stars in Balance too.. Modern Humans
        have fallen away
        from this
        And Harmony
        of loving Existence
        as is one With God
        With Gravity to Competitions
        That Rely on External Wins to Lift Self
        Esteem Up While Peaceful Meditation does the
        Same to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses
        Where through Bio-Feedback We Master how we Feel
        within so when a Lobster Human With A Reptile Brain comes
        up for a Challenge one already has an Endless Supply of Confidence
        Within that one Masters Their self in Self-Esteem that will afford one now
        to Be Meek and Graceful as there is nothing to Prove Absolutely nothing to
        Gain in a Fight except Defend Yourself if Necessary when Injury of a Fight
        Actually Does Occur.. generally speaking i haven’t needed others to raise me
        up in Life.. usually have found that Source of Love Within.. including Confidence
        And Self-Esteem at least in my Venn Diagram of Existence Within God All that
        i co-Create.. Those Guys Were operating at the Lowest Level of Human Existence
        only Crustacean Living to fight and reproduce is what they focus on too.. sadly
        they can’t understand
        they can and will
        Have all the Great
        Feelings and Senses of
        Life in Pure Positive Agape
        Love All for free but it’s not really
        Free as one Must Practice A Way of Life
        From Wake to Sleep that works to attain a
        Never Ending Eternal Bliss Now Within they
        made the Mistake off assuming my Grace was
        Weakness and what they found instead was a Brick
        Wall to Bounce off of.. i was just moving like a Planet
        Around a Star or a Star hehe around the Black Hole of them
        True though i am Human i am not faster than a Speeding Bullet
        so i asked for assistance as Truly Smart Humans Will Do when they
        Sense and Feel a Human Being in their Presence With Little to No Soul
        Out to Terrorize harm to others.. i worked with the Public for Close to two
        Decades at a Military Bowling Center Where Helping to Resolve Potential
        Explosive Conflicts amongst the Customers was part of my Job.. i was pretty
        good at it i lasted Close to two Decades doing just that and again this is the
        First time i required
        Assistance from
        Someone else..
        Speaking Most
        Humans are more Honorable
        than those Guys and someone like
        Trump too the Problem is when folks start to
        Idolize them like Darth Vader from Star Wars hehe…
        Smiles i am Yoda and sure got a bit of Darth as Shadow
        as We All Do.. but i master that Shadow and have it work for
        me instead of being slave to it as those Guys were to their Lobster
        Minds hehe.. all it did was get them kicked out of the Bar usually when
        The Environment is not good for Spoils Lobsters move on to Easier Environments
        hehe.. Nothing
        Against Lobsters
        But Humans will
        go much much Higher
        And unless someone gas
        lights their reality or they are
        born in such a way not to understand
        Love and Grace of Balance is the Real
        Foundation of Will and Strength i had
        Already been Dancing 2 hours straight without
        a Break when they came up.. and their Girl Friends
        Seated at a Table had been watching me already for
        about an Hour When those Male Friends came in
        i suspect they didn’t like the Attention i was
        getting surely why Male Lobsters
        Pick fights
        Lobster too hehe..
        it was probably hard for the
        Guy to go back up to see his Girl
        Friends after he fell on his Butt and
        Probably why he came back to Threaten
        me with Two of his Friends in tow.. but anyway
        i wasn’t taking any chances as i neither fight others
        foolishly or am i willing to take a bullet just to be a fool..
        Anyway After Dealing with Literally over A Hundred Thousand
        People in the full 25 Year Paid Career with the Government and after
        Interacting Directly or In-Directly with perhaps more than that online
        in the Last Nine Years as i used to spend Wake to Sleep doing this online
        thing for 33 Months or so on the ‘Wrong Planet’ too.. and many other places too..
        With Several Different
        Other User (Avatar)
        Names too then Yes
        i still find Humans
        Very Rarely is
        it i can’t resolve
        conflicts that come along
        but the Human Condition does
        have its way ups and downs too hehe..
        Hope You are Feeling Much Better Dear
        Sohair i am soaking as much as i can out of
        this Story for a teaching experience as the best
        way to teach is actually to experience the dark part
        of life this hasn’t really happened in Decades so chances
        are this is my last chance to write about it in my life hehe..
        one will
        pray at
        least as really
        Human Nature is
        Overall still good
        where i live ignorant
        yes but it is rare that
        i can’t evoke a smile in another Human face to face at least
        When i can’t it is a warning sign considering the other successes hehe…
        Anyway Love to You my Friend and from Katrina too.. true both of us have
        brought many smiles to people in this World for 3 Decades now.. still vibrant
        and full of love more than ever before.. not having to work is really Key my
        FRiEnD surely if we both still had all that stress we wouldn’t be as fresh
        still as
        more than
        Thorns as life
        is a Struggle so much
        of a Struggle for most people
        these days the fact that not more folks
        Break and harm others is a Testament
        still and old Testament about the Natural Good In Human… i’ve
        Lived Long enough to see that is really what Human Nature is when not too stressed..
        oh and also when Humans actually practice their Human Nature and don’t become
        the Tools they Co-Created that ideally Help with this and do not harm.. it is a gift to
        connect with you my FRiEnD no less gift that seeing you in person for what we
        teach each other as FRiEnDS remains in a Permanent record of first hand
        Accounts to help others you are the teacher too who has helped me
        to bring a message of Love that extends beyond boundaries
        of Difference my FRiEnD.. this is what is great about
        the Internet many
        Will Fall Down
        but true on the
        other hand those poor
        of spirit in Dark will shine
        the other way below in DarK too my FRiEnD
        as they don’t face much potential consequence
        for their Bad Behaviors online.. easy enough to
        avoid that online now too with smiles.. Additionally
        i find much more focus writing than i would in a crowded
        Noisy Environment this laser focus of Writing in Flow invites
        more of the Force of God as Love as LiGHT to inspire what comes next..
        With an Extreme Meditative Flow of Dance Additionally too totally sober
        in a Crowd of close to a Thousand Intoxicated Young Folks this will be the
        288th Week Night of doing that.. pretty nice record of avoiding conflicts so far..
        smiles not too much
        Dark in my
        my FRiEnD
        but we can’t
        totally ignore
        the Shadow as
        True that is where
        DarK Comes From Most…
        After Trump is gone in 2020..
        it will be more like 99 Percent Light with Smiles..
        That’s the thing too he has emboldened the ‘Roaches’
        to come up out of ‘their Motels’ but true we find now
        The Truer Nature more of who People are deep down..
        Truly Fascinating to LiVE iN These Days LiGHT and DarK..
        By the Way Roaches and Dragon Flies are among the Longest Surviving
        Champions of Living.. 300 MiLLioN Years or so in other words no Offense
        to Roaches
        Still the
        the True Champions
        of Living Still in this World..
        this way the outcast who is
        seen as last remains first
        so much more
        will be
        other folks
        do not pay so
        much attention to you.. hehe..
        i usually only come out at Night
        to Dance in Public at Least i learn
        something from every Part of God’s
        Nature if i can and will still now more..:)

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