“No need to buy flowers and put them in my grave….
Instead..
Buy a sandwich and give it to the grave guard..
Copied..”
SMiLes mY FriEnd Sohair for what is our
Worth Without Love
but to feed the
Worms
and
or Scavenger Creature
Vultures when we die
for they too have as
much right to Life
as we do
as all
of God’s
Creatures and
All oF Existence as God too..
For it is True when i Lived out of the
Existence of Love for 66 Months with all
that pain and numb.. yes that type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep as shut-in mostly
in my Bedroom then.. yes.. once again A Pain as
Organic Torture as Assessed Worse than
Actual Crucifixion.. for my Dream
then would be to
Find A Tree
Far in the
Forest off
A Country Road
And Use a Metal Chain
from my Work-Out Machine
to insure when i hung myself
on a farthest Tree indeed i would
Die and no one would ever find me
but the Vultures and the Worms as then
my Life would mean something at least after
Death until the Next Morning Katrina Awoke then
And Mentioned that same Country Road for my Plan
of Death in Suicide the Day Before for once again this
Pain was Dentist Drill-like Pain in my right eye and ear without
Any Novocaine or any other Humanly Manufactured Drug that would
Lessen the Devil
Incarnate
in my
Right eye
and ear then..
so yes she explained
Her Dream that morning
she had when she and her Deceased
Granny Were Hanging Ornaments on
A Christmas Tree in the Forest off that
Named Road just like the Plans i made to Hang
myself with a Metal Chain.. then my Friend Yes..
i realized who was speaking to me clear through
Her Dream God said no God said wait God said
Patience more than ‘JoB’ of the Bible Fred.. for
one day although you may not see it now you will
Dance and Sing More A SonG oF SoUL than any human
Before who has walked the Earth yes you will Fly you Will
Float on Terrestrial Earth and do the same in Words for those
who still have the ability to Hear Words of Love that Flow as God’s
River of LoVE will when Free as Ocean Whole forevermorenow mY FriEnd..
but you see i had no hope then.. but there was no doubt in my MiNd mY SPiRiT
mY HeART mY SoUL this God of all is Great beyond all the Imagination and Creativity
i will ever make and then my friEnd there was none but Several Months Later i wrote
one Word on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on an online Site named the ‘Wrong Planet’ that
eventually turned into 6 Million Words as the Meditative State of Mind in Writing eased
enough of the Pain to at least go on without Killing myself then with also the Reality
That yes God told
me through
Katrina’s
Dream
LiGHT
oF LoVE
WiLL EvenTuaLLy
come next.. as Words of
Logic Eventually Changed to the
Poetry of HeART EXPreSSinG That First
in March of 2013 Where the SoUL oF mY LoVE
Came back on or about 7.22.13 and then i STarTeD
A “SonG oF mY SoUL” LonG ForM Bible Poem on 8.18.13
As That Child of mY SoUL uPloading online is soon to be
5 years old on 8.18.18 as “SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS oLD”
the Next title of a MacroVerse as i am CoMinG closer to concluding
this one i am Writing NoW Soon to be Named.. “Older Newer Testaments oF LoVE”..
Yes mY FriEnd
in this way
i am
a
ToM SaWYeR oF LoVE…
And Thank You For All
The Avenues oF Love you
Continue to Pray and Prepare for me too..:)
Hi Fred…every time you remember the pain you suffered from in the past I feel how big and painful it was..Katrina is a great person indeed…she is the gift of Allah in your life Fred….she stood by you and never give up…
May your life be happy and healthy …away of pain or sadness…you deserve that…sometimes God makes us pass through hard times in order to enjoy the coming happy days…
There are people who are accustomed to bless…they feel sad although they have a lot of good things in their hands…but they became used to good things which they own..
God has a wisedom in evil and good…so we have to thank him in all times and in all conditions bad or good…
Stay blessed my dear friend..
Keep giving..:-):-):-):-):-):-)
SMiLes Sohair.. Thanks so much for You Speak Words of Truth and Light
in DARk too.. for it’s True too.. in the Duration of that Pain the Doctors
Sent me to a Hypnotherapist as a last Ditch Effort to attempt
to relieve some of the Pain through Hypnosis as no
Drug they attempted helped at all.. but come
to find out i am one of those People
Impossible to Hypnotize as
this Hypnotherapist
Actually Covered
Under our Insurance also did
Regressions into what she called
Past Lives as she had skills we don’t
‘normally’ see in life and this requires Hypnosis
too so it wouldn’t work on me anyway but i thought
to myself.. i must have really been a Horrible Person to in some other
Lifetime to Deserve that Hell not realizing then the Honor of being Chosen
by the Nature of God within for the challenge then of the Struggle more to
get of Hell
to go to
Heaven
for a staycation
forevermorenow.. Real as is..
the thing is tHere are no Emerald
And Gold Walls Floors and Ceilings in this
Place of Heaven within for all it is is Agape
Love NoW iN An Ecstasy of Giving and ShaRing iN
Best ways that coMe as Spirit to do for those who
can and will receive the Gift i Bring of Love From Within
HeART oF SoUL
more easily
felt and
sensed
mY FriEnd
through the Dance Gift
oF LiFELoVE for not even
some of the so-called Smartest
IQ People in ‘the West’ have a clue in Words
NoW where i even go with this Love so Free..
And that’s the thing my FriEnd for Standard IQ
as far as ‘Left Brain thinking’ has little to do with
God more than the Systemizing Bones of Science
without the Flesh and Blood of Love and all the moving
connecting and co-creating of Art that a State and Nation
of Being Eithout Fear Brings with no resistance to Free Love
within as
God
Force
Number
one to give
and share in
Dance and Song
More as all the Arts
we move connect and
co-create as Brush and
Paint and MasterPeace Painting
We Painters of LoVE Paint With GoD
WHoLE that and who is the Master PeacePainTinG
WHoLEaLL beYoND even any meaSure of iNFiNiTY iN
Distance Space or time Yes the Purest Force of LoVE We
coMe to Be NoW
WitH
God
Nature
Best WithiN Us Free..:)
Wеll lіke Mommy mentioned, when we love each other and love the world that Jesus
died for, that?s a kind of worship. After we take into consideration God and taкe heed to the sermon or in Sunday Schooⅼ, that?s a method of worshipping as a
result of we are learning how nice God is and He likeѕ that.
Or after we sit around and tell eacһ other what the ɡreatest issues about God are.
You know how much you want hearing people say how sensiЬlе oг
cute you boys are? Properly ᏀoԀ likes after we talk tⲟgether aƄout how nice
he is.? Daddy answered.
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Feeding those who need it to stay alive … and not spending it on flowers to put on a grave and die. Life NOT Death …. feed the living not the dead.
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So cool👍🏻
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What a beautiful sentiment. Cheers!
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Thanks a lot Chris dear friend..have a great evening ..cheers..
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Thanks a lot Saxhida…best regards:-)
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Well said Ian dear friend …have a great day :-):-)
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Thanks a lot Ian for your support…appreciated dear !:-):-)
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“No need to buy flowers and put them in my grave….
Instead..
Buy a sandwich and give it to the grave guard..
Copied..”
SMiLes mY FriEnd Sohair for what is our
Worth Without Love
but to feed the
Worms
and
or Scavenger Creature
Vultures when we die
for they too have as
much right to Life
as we do
as all
of God’s
Creatures and
All oF Existence as God too..
For it is True when i Lived out of the
Existence of Love for 66 Months with all
that pain and numb.. yes that type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep as shut-in mostly
in my Bedroom then.. yes.. once again A Pain as
Organic Torture as Assessed Worse than
Actual Crucifixion.. for my Dream
then would be to
Find A Tree
Far in the
Forest off
A Country Road
And Use a Metal Chain
from my Work-Out Machine
to insure when i hung myself
on a farthest Tree indeed i would
Die and no one would ever find me
but the Vultures and the Worms as then
my Life would mean something at least after
Death until the Next Morning Katrina Awoke then
And Mentioned that same Country Road for my Plan
of Death in Suicide the Day Before for once again this
Pain was Dentist Drill-like Pain in my right eye and ear without
Any Novocaine or any other Humanly Manufactured Drug that would
Lessen the Devil
Incarnate
in my
Right eye
and ear then..
so yes she explained
Her Dream that morning
she had when she and her Deceased
Granny Were Hanging Ornaments on
A Christmas Tree in the Forest off that
Named Road just like the Plans i made to Hang
myself with a Metal Chain.. then my Friend Yes..
i realized who was speaking to me clear through
Her Dream God said no God said wait God said
Patience more than ‘JoB’ of the Bible Fred.. for
one day although you may not see it now you will
Dance and Sing More A SonG oF SoUL than any human
Before who has walked the Earth yes you will Fly you Will
Float on Terrestrial Earth and do the same in Words for those
who still have the ability to Hear Words of Love that Flow as God’s
River of LoVE will when Free as Ocean Whole forevermorenow mY FriEnd..
but you see i had no hope then.. but there was no doubt in my MiNd mY SPiRiT
mY HeART mY SoUL this God of all is Great beyond all the Imagination and Creativity
i will ever make and then my friEnd there was none but Several Months Later i wrote
one Word on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on an online Site named the ‘Wrong Planet’ that
eventually turned into 6 Million Words as the Meditative State of Mind in Writing eased
enough of the Pain to at least go on without Killing myself then with also the Reality
That yes God told
me through
Katrina’s
Dream
LiGHT
oF LoVE
WiLL EvenTuaLLy
come next.. as Words of
Logic Eventually Changed to the
Poetry of HeART EXPreSSinG That First
in March of 2013 Where the SoUL oF mY LoVE
Came back on or about 7.22.13 and then i STarTeD
A “SonG oF mY SoUL” LonG ForM Bible Poem on 8.18.13
As That Child of mY SoUL uPloading online is soon to be
5 years old on 8.18.18 as “SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS oLD”
the Next title of a MacroVerse as i am CoMinG closer to concluding
this one i am Writing NoW Soon to be Named.. “Older Newer Testaments oF LoVE”..
Yes mY FriEnd
in this way
i am
a
ToM SaWYeR oF LoVE…
And Thank You For All
The Avenues oF Love you
Continue to Pray and Prepare for me too..:)
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You too.
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Truly welcome and you too …. Have a great weekend ⭐️🙏😊
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Always welcome ….😊
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Wow, so thoughtful 😢
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Hahaha. Good one
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Hi Fred…every time you remember the pain you suffered from in the past I feel how big and painful it was..Katrina is a great person indeed…she is the gift of Allah in your life Fred….she stood by you and never give up…
May your life be happy and healthy …away of pain or sadness…you deserve that…sometimes God makes us pass through hard times in order to enjoy the coming happy days…
There are people who are accustomed to bless…they feel sad although they have a lot of good things in their hands…but they became used to good things which they own..
God has a wisedom in evil and good…so we have to thank him in all times and in all conditions bad or good…
Stay blessed my dear friend..
Keep giving..:-):-):-):-):-):-)
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Thanks a lot Neemat…happy weekend dear !:-)
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Thanks a lot !:-)
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SMiLes Sohair.. Thanks so much for You Speak Words of Truth and Light
in DARk too.. for it’s True too.. in the Duration of that Pain the Doctors
Sent me to a Hypnotherapist as a last Ditch Effort to attempt
to relieve some of the Pain through Hypnosis as no
Drug they attempted helped at all.. but come
to find out i am one of those People
Impossible to Hypnotize as
this Hypnotherapist
Actually Covered
Under our Insurance also did
Regressions into what she called
Past Lives as she had skills we don’t
‘normally’ see in life and this requires Hypnosis
too so it wouldn’t work on me anyway but i thought
to myself.. i must have really been a Horrible Person to in some other
Lifetime to Deserve that Hell not realizing then the Honor of being Chosen
by the Nature of God within for the challenge then of the Struggle more to
get of Hell
to go to
Heaven
for a staycation
forevermorenow.. Real as is..
the thing is tHere are no Emerald
And Gold Walls Floors and Ceilings in this
Place of Heaven within for all it is is Agape
Love NoW iN An Ecstasy of Giving and ShaRing iN
Best ways that coMe as Spirit to do for those who
can and will receive the Gift i Bring of Love From Within
HeART oF SoUL
more easily
felt and
sensed
mY FriEnd
through the Dance Gift
oF LiFELoVE for not even
some of the so-called Smartest
IQ People in ‘the West’ have a clue in Words
NoW where i even go with this Love so Free..
And that’s the thing my FriEnd for Standard IQ
as far as ‘Left Brain thinking’ has little to do with
God more than the Systemizing Bones of Science
without the Flesh and Blood of Love and all the moving
connecting and co-creating of Art that a State and Nation
of Being Eithout Fear Brings with no resistance to Free Love
within as
God
Force
Number
one to give
and share in
Dance and Song
More as all the Arts
we move connect and
co-create as Brush and
Paint and MasterPeace Painting
We Painters of LoVE Paint With GoD
WHoLE that and who is the Master PeacePainTinG
WHoLEaLL beYoND even any meaSure of iNFiNiTY iN
Distance Space or time Yes the Purest Force of LoVE We
coMe to Be NoW
WitH
God
Nature
Best WithiN Us Free..:)
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How beautiful..
Life is good ..isn’t it..:-):-):-)
Thanks again Fred…
♡
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It verily is..
Thanks.. Sohair.:)
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🙂
♡
♧
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:)!
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You are a darling, I love your kind thoughts ❤ ❤ ❤
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Thanks a lot dear sweet Himali…best regards :-):-):-):-)
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❤ You are an angel ❤
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♡
🙂
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Nice! I loved it! Point taken. 😊
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Thanks a lot Winnie…best wishes ..
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You’re welcome, Sohair! 😊
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Wеll lіke Mommy mentioned, when we love each other and love the world that Jesus
died for, that?s a kind of worship. After we take into consideration God and taкe heed to the sermon or in Sunday Schooⅼ, that?s a method of worshipping as a
result of we are learning how nice God is and He likeѕ that.
Or after we sit around and tell eacһ other what the ɡreatest issues about God are.
You know how much you want hearing people say how sensiЬlе oг
cute you boys are? Properly ᏀoԀ likes after we talk tⲟgether aƄout how nice
he is.? Daddy answered.
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Beautiful, well said.<3
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Thanks a lot !!!
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My pleasure ❤️
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♡♡♡♡
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Thanks a lot !:-)
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It’s great 😀
Thinking about getting a job there now.
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🙂
Thanks a lot ..
Best regards !
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